I need love literature "I Need Love" is an autobiography written with nerve and claw, stark and bold, passionate and sexual, bluntly, openly, without shame, without compromise. Klaus Kinski gives a review of his childhood, war, his season in the asylum, their experiences (and opinions) on theater, film, fame, film directors, love and life. For Kinski, life, freedom, love and sex are closely related and all his autobiography (Life) is a search of that freedom, that love and sex, sex and more sex.
Christmas Eve. The party of peace and joy. The room is cold and dark so we do not see the faces. Nobody says a word. Just heard the breathing. However, I know they're all here. In recent weeks I have seen people carrying packages fir and tomorrow night. Now, from our window, I can see behind the curtains of the houses opposite the lighted candles subject to the firs, the colored balls, the glittering garlands, strips of silver and gold paper and attached clear stars the windowpanes.
I won a stunted fir, but we have no candles or any other hardware ornament to decorate the tree. Not even an iron stand on which to keep you dig it up. (....) The only decoration of your window is the shimmering frost which covered the glass with millions of delicate crystals, forming a steady stream of pictures, much more beautiful than the most expensive curtains. (P. 28)
But I do not regret! I must not despair under any circumstances! I do not even get sad! That would take away the hate me, and I need to hate! None of scorn, contempt tires: I need is hate, hate evil and bent on revenge! (P. 112)
Minhoi
I love above all else. I love her more than my life. I love the magical beauty of her face and body. I love her soul, haunts me, full of mysteries and full of wonders. It is my wife and my mistress and the mother of my child, bring it to the world. And yet, our living is becoming more painful. Minhoi is completely innocent of our terrible fights. All my fault. My feelings are so intense, so disproportionate my fantasy and my reactions so violent that looks just like a natural disaster that destroys everything in its path and leaves behind more that desolation. The opposing forces in me is fighting to death, and threatens to tear apart. I have wanted to throw me to the top of a tower! (P. 255)
My agent housekeeper brings a Japanese woman, Nauka. Japanese cuisine and Chinese dishes beautifully, washes, irons, keeps the house clean, wash the car, making the purchase, answer the phone, cleans the pool, water the flowers and mow the lawn, and everything is done quickly, quietly and with a smile. In return, in addition to pay, I have to fuck her. Morning, noon, afternoon, evening, every time I wake up with a kiss from his deep sleep. Even when cooking, cleaning or doing standing next to the dishwasher, or washing the car, provided that under her panties and fuck me, naked and hot pussy I grab the bone like a dog growls and shows his teeth when they try take a deserved reward.
I was so happy during those two months, I felt so elated, so elated, so happy at last-child again, I have not noticed approaching the day when I have to take to Guatemala Nanhoi with Minhoi.
Early this morning I go in a speedboat to the mainland where Nanhoi Minhoi and have rented a house. Nanhoi waves at me from the top of some rocks. Y I salute my Nanhoi time standing on the bow of the boat, and we both salute until the boat with me on board, disappeared from their sight beyond a bend of the coast, and neither am I. I can see it now. But while I go to Guatemala airport to catch a plane to Los Angeles, still see before my eyes your dear little hands waving.
traveling in the same taxi the millionaire daughter of Pepsi Cola. We must rely on each other: we have been screwing up the last minute. She's beautiful, but more importantly is its very wide hips and ass huge, and neither has crossed my mind the idea of \u200b\u200btirármela in another position other than behind.
"My name is Morgan Fairchild," says one girl, sitting alone at a table in the restaurant Le Dôme, threaded with a fork and cold spaghetti, along which there is a cup of black coffee and also cold. Through the girl in the reception, which always touched her breasts, asking me if I sit with her. I agree. Everything
Morgan Fairchild is feverish. It is so searing fever, her cheeks are pink so burned, and has eyes so searing that seems consumptive fever. His hands are so hot and her tits, her tummy, her ass, her delicious pussy feverishly horny, wet and hot, her thighs febrile, feverish skin, hair, fever, febrile ears, lips, fever ...
exchanged our phone numbers and promise to call. But what Nauka? Nauka
and would have drawn the eyes of Grace Bongo, a sweeping African schoolgirl of sixteen, whether in the past I had not postponed the deflowering of the young black until the day Nauka going to buy raw tuna to the Japanese market Los Angeles, which always takes several hours.
A Grace met her at an Air France flight to Paris-Los Angeles. He knelt on the floor in front of my seat and asked me for an autograph. At that moment I knew and she no doubt) I was going to burn my autograph in the matrix.
Thank God I'm done with that crap hollywoodera command of Billy Wilder. For someone who sees it from outside, it is impossible to imagine the degree of imbecility, bluster, hysteria, dictatorship and deadly boring to be endured when shooting with Billy Wilder. With him, the alleged authors are merely wool dogs trained to do and play monkey tricks to bring the stick over and over again until the vomiting does one believe that all have become stark mad. I thought that delirium was not going to go on forever. But I charged a bundle for those few days. In the future rodarás serious films with Herzog and comic me, "Billy Wilder told me at our first meeting, at La Scala.
I think it is rather the opposite: the so-called comedies of Billy Wilder long ago are no longer funny, but stilted and Plumb, and laughter is one freezes in the corners of his mouth. But if I do what Herzog wants his alleged serious films would be unintentionally funny.
So far, I pursued those parasites of scribblers who want to cram in my blood like a tick. Chupópteros, thieves and looters. Everyone wants to write books about me. Want to get rid of the crap out of your intellectual constipation, adding its disgusting personal touch: biography, filmography, videography, interviews, comic comic, talk-shows and any other kind of decay arising from human minds. After trying to squeeze for doctoral theses at universities, I now use as a school subject (How warning to young women?). The University of Michigan, in Chicago, ask me through my agent, if I want to pronounce for the upcoming Holy Week a conference about the crucifixion of Jesus Christ! And the Baltimore Symphony asks if I want to talk about Beethoven in front of the orchestra during the interval! The university does not think me anything, and it is Jesus Christ! The symphony offers me $ 10,000 for ten-minute chat. The command to one and all to hell. French Culture Minister Jack Lang, sent me through the French Embassy in Los Angeles the award "Commander of the Order of Arts and Literature" (What the hell you mean that?) As he has done for France and the rest of the world this time not attached any check! Here someone has a screw loose! What does she think this guy? "Granted" a bargain like that! They're all like a goat! I tell my agent to return this grand mess. (P. 345-347)
A documentary on Klaus Kinski, "My intimate enemy" by Werner Herzog.